I'm sorry!

Hello it's laura here😀
It's been ages since I've written a blog-post or been active on Twitter or inactive on my YouTube.

Here's why:

I just haven't been feeling myself lately for about 2 months, I've been off school for about 2 months because of my weight. Everyone says "oh no laura your not overweight" or "don't be so stupid of course your not FAT". I started going to the gym and swimming and it made me feel a little better. I didn't know my mind is telling me all these stupid things. I had health workers coming around my house and all different people. Everyone thinks that I don't go to school because I'm scared of being bullied again but that isn't true I'm just afraid of telling them the real truth. One person knows and that's my sister and she says all different things about I'm not FAT. But I am I'm a stone or so over what I should be. I'm so ashamed in myself. Everyone at school used to point out at me and go "loner fatty laura" and horrid stuff like that. It's all getting so horrific now I can't go out because I'm scared of people judging me like my school mates did. I haven't been out in 2 months. I'm starting to get back to my normal self I'm trying to get out the door and push myself. I'm just a big wuss afraid of people looking at me and judging me.   

Ok that's the reason why! I am getting back to normal so I'm gonna be active on all social medias now YAY! New blog posts every: Monday, Thursday and Saturday. New videos on my channel: every tuesday! Link to my channel https://m.youtube.com/#/channel/UCK8QdQb7YfMpeQWnExC8ioQ go subscribe ;)

Love Laura xxxxxx
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NEW YEAR NEW ME!

Hello guys,

It's 2016!!!! YAYYYY. 

This year I am gonna  stop eating junk food for 2 months and I'm gonna go to the gym every so often. I don't feel comfortable with my weight and I see a lot of people tweet "I need to loose weight", "I hate my weight" and "I'm too scared to try clothes on". I only need to loose a few pounds because Christmas but I have a feeling it will take ages. So I will stop eating junk food from today and I'm gonna ask my mum if u can make a just giving page and the money would be donated to cancer if I do make one I will blog and tweet it. I would do the just giving page on 2 Months Without Junk Food! I know Darcy @BloggerZoella on Twitter is doing something like this if you are reading this Darcy I donated £10! I will be doing fitness posts soon! 

On to another subject: congratulations Sophie (petals of perfection) for reaching 900 blog followers! Go check out her blog and get her to 100 followers PetalsOfPerfection.blogspot.com

From Laura xxx

What I got for Christmas

These presents down below are from my mum. I'm not bragging in anyway and of course this is not a AD.

To start of with I'm gonna show you my favourite present and when I got it I screamed: 

I couldn't believe it that I got a signed girl online on tour! I have read up to chapter 9 and it is amazing! (No spoilers sorry)

I am so happy I got this present hehe I couldn't believe it.

Next present is the makeup + the Estee Lalonde nail polish: 

They are the best products I've already used a few of the eye shadows! The Estée Lalonde nail polish is the best! I also love Tanya Burr cosmetics so I can't can wait too use them!!! 

Next present: Alfie's calendar the pictures are amazing! He's like a model! 

I love this calendar so much the pictures are HD and he's like a model! 

Next present is the beauticology milk chocolate shower cream + a vanilla frosting body lotion + sweet gingerbread sparkle body wash + a pink glittery makeup bag 

They smell amazing! If you like the smell of lush + candles then you will LOVE this! 

Next present is the bath stuff: 

I really love bath stuff and everything is amazing they smell lovely + I can't wait to use them. If u want them in more detail I'm going to do my bath collection blog today.

My next presents are the body scrubs

These scrubs are AMAZING! They smell so GOOD!! 

Next present is the Zoella Beauty things 

It's a fantastic present everyone loves Zoella beauty.

My pug presents 

I'm obsessed with pugs I love them so much! I might get one soon! 

Penguin lip-balm

I cannot tell you how good this smells! It smells of coconut and hot chocolate. 

My next present is amazing! It's a pamper box and I love it 

My next present is my pug sweet Tin 

My pug door stop and my speaker and some body lotion 

Also my last present is my planner 

Thank you for reading and hope you had a fantastic Christmas. Sorry about any mistakes I was rushing 

Laura xxxx

 

My favourite blogger AD

Hey Guys,

So this is a different kind of post today. I'm going to say my favourite blogger and it is Maddie 

https://maddielyonswordpresscom.wordpress.com/ < click the link to go to her blog and follow it!  She has amazing posts :) <3 Go follow her Twitter @zoellastarbuck 

(This is a advert for Maddie.) Make sure to follow Maddie on Twitter + follow her blog. https://maddielyonswordpresscom.wordpress.com/ check out her blog right now :) we all love it so you will to!

Thank you, 

Laura xxxxx

Life so far:

Okay so I haven't blogged in a long time and I'm very sorry. This is a blog post to tell you what has happened in my life!

I'll be back to blogging every week or every day maybe. 

I've been skipping school recently because my anxiety has just been REALLY bad. My school is quite hot so it causes me to worry more :(. Part of this is probably due to my autism. I am I year 9 now as you probably know. My test grades have gone down before my maths grade was 4B but not its a 2C and that's really worrying. If you live in the Uk then you'll understand what I am saying. 

I've moved house it's gone really well I've lost a few things like my camera, my laptop, my phone charger and my bath bombs but it doesn't really matter because they are in one of the boxes.

That's my short life story so far I hope your all okay :) xxx

What's I take to school

Hey,
Its me Laura again and now I am going to say What I take to school.


1. A Pencil Case its blue with unicorns on. (WHS) You don't have to pull on the zip to hard because it has a light big fat zip.
2. My school planner
3.  Water bottle its green (Got it as a gift from my cousin so I don't know where its from)
4. HOMEWORK :()
5. Headphones white (Sony)
6. FOOD! I HAVE to bring food to school otherwise I will be grumpy and probably shout at you and copy your work :0
7. MY LOCKER CODE!
8. Sometimes my laptop
9.Phone/Laptop Charger


THAT IS ALL :)

THIS IS NOT AN AD
I REPEAT THIS IS NOT AN AD!


Becky didn't ask me to do this though but please check out her Youtube channel?
I love her
She is awesome
She is a babbeeee
www.youtube.com/BambinoBecky


Thanks for reading

Girl Blogging now Girl Going (That is new haha what do you think?)
Love you all xx

Monthly Favourites!

Hi everyone,

These are my monthly favourites I am going to tell you a bit about them. This is not a AD!

First of all is the Zoella Collection: 

Foam sweet Foam is a shower gel and it is really nice and makes your skin really soft. It smells so nice the range smell is based on tutti fruity and gosh it is amazing!

Fresh Fizz Bar is a bath fizzer like a bath bomb. But it has no colours it just makes the bath water smell nice. Then then your body smells really tutti fruity.

Zoella Kissy Missy lip balm is very nice and it is great for the summer. It smells nice as well.

Zoella Candy Cream is a body moisturiser. DO NOT USE ON YOUR FACE! It smells lovely like tutti fruity and I recommend to a friend. If you use it don't put to much on because it makes you feel all greasy.

Tanya Burr Lipgloss I don't know what shade/colour it is called because I binned the label. But it is great and it really shines, perfect for all the seasons. 

Melting Marbles bath pearls summer fruits tea. Put this in your bath and all the oils come out and make your skin ever so soft DO NOT DRINK THIS! I recommend to everyone 

Thanks for reading,

Laura xxx